20110222, tumblr piece
Snorting a small mountain of cocaine
Vibrant, clueless Brittany Murphy is dead now
Just like we’ll all be soon or someday
A camera flashes and suddenly my ears ring with the sound of white
Clouds
Four blue doors, different and each individually stunning
The overwhelming options
My dreams become acquiescent of my nightmares
They both become me
It’s so fucking real
In luscious, diving blues and glowing greens
Various hues dude
My memories look like a young zealous couple sitting in a park silently telling each other their souls
Street lamps light up the trees trailing and limping limbs
An entire midnight metropolis passing there behind them
A small light flickers in the blur of collective electricity
Will Smith or Barack Obama could be turning on that very light that she sees as a flicker
Living their line simultaneously
Magic moments when strangers stories meet
A pearly white 1994 Jeep often speeds through this suburbia state of scruples.
So do beautiful blue beaches built off submerged cities.
In this multiverse, there once sat a furry white cat
With hauntingly huge eyes, that never blinked
She sat atop a hill, staring at ants, wondering if they knew they were on top of the world
Wondering if humans think about the same thing ants do… probably.
Striped, starry-eyed, sparkly soul, unicorn man.
Your conscience is beautifully haunted with misty mountaintops and dreamy branches
Left and right, day and night
Tram tracks and flare jeans, wooden beads and fogged glass
A 50 foot skeleton emerges from the rips of the river with a notebook
Bones enjoys drawing, she releases all of the demons and angels from her grasp
They walk off the pages into a stream of water where a swing takes them under
And suddenly heaven and hell is there on the lap of a little boy in vast blues
Heaven and hell is there on the lips of a woman running barefoot in a dessert
Chasing the fantastic phantasmagoria
Heaven and hell is there, knocking on your door, disrupting your television program
Live from the man on the moon, who does not know whether he is a man dreaming he is a butterfly or a butterfly dreaming he is a man
With fluttering fairy tale flight
The dead caterpillar, like mirrors, feels jealousy for unbound beauties staring from beyond
Scratching her wing disks, detachable.
Checking the time and pressing illuminating lights on your phone
Glowing in the midst, freezing in abyss
The cold, blank stare journeying through height’s wind chill
Flying lotus over building tops like umbrellas
You sturdy bag
Secretions in the sky
A dear caught in the headlights
Tranced by virginal blindness
Same white noise
Molten waves erect the young girl of prior skeleton
Her eyeless grin beams down on clouds
A fairy in a lovely sequined dress dances around in ballet shoes at the crime site
Melting bodies
The sun beheads us awkwardly
Gripping grasps in double denim
Red, red wine and ocean sky line
My floor boards, mine that I faithfully crawl on
turn into a ceiling in Mexico
Who stares at a trippy tiled floor all day
Crafty crosses, picture frames and clever clocks
Milky columns, disco balls and neon signs
Endless words like her fair flowing hair
Tippy toes and nosey nose
A shoeless women in red falls backwards into puddles that reflect the parking lots dedicated sky
Landing in a galaxy of her favorite stars
Openly orbiting
Opaque staircases and pac-man lights
Flashy cars and burrowed babes
One day your insight will be outside and realize your toothpaste is poison
And your streets are made of water
That flows in and out of some people and drowns others
Isolation in a cold place
Nasty in nirvana
Pixilated pigeons and rays of golden curly light, pierced nipples and bristled pinkies
Mythic Mariah and Money Mo disasterously tunneled and you are now HERE!
In space with Stewey and the peanuts for Christmas
Shooting bullets of all the best things
Horse shoes, studded hearts, frisky frogs, slender beads, pine trees, penguins and bombs
Another car, another boat
Another day, another dollar
Cowboy, I want to be one strand in your horses mane
One glance in your iceberg oculars
The house you peer in
The world you stand towering above
To light your crystal candles
And show off glistening Brazilian waxes in a tree house
On our own earth
In our own universe
Whorled world, helical hell
Tear drops and lipstick
It begins with an A, its all over your face
Shimmery sunshine summertime
Nice to meet you.