20110623, tumblr piece
I jump I hump I jump
a low altitude earth orbit
the acceleration of gravity
Kate Moss’ shiny hair gives away her expression to the wind
A chill on the back of her neck
Frumpy goosebumpy
Mountainous Max humbly glows
Surrounded by the cannon crashes
Venus gets knocked out of orbit in a leopard bra holding a blue bong
the shy and shining shadow silhouette of an unidentifiable young man
I spy an Einstein eye sty
Bacteria grows where flower petals fall
She’s like a tattooed merry go round in the water
All lit up and frantically yelling, giggling, at peace, at part
The future at a different time is grasping, clasping, rasping for this moment
What a hopeless romantic the past is
Ironic ivory and mudded mahogany
A headdress holds all of her thoughts under
Secreted secrets
Dazzling down, down town
The halo hair of Andy Warhol boxed in a crossed coffin
For no one to stare or shoot at any longer
Until the next one comes along
And makes a damn mockery of your picnic shorts and bare back and outstretched abs
Calmly clenched fists
Uptight sweater knits
The trees have holes in them that embody your body whole
He’s an interesting man, that oak tree
A tiger in a kitten’s body
Stretching itself thin and weary, wirey, fiery
Frayed finger foreskin, delightfully dilapidated
The pattern his hands make remind me of things I speak too often about
If a ball bounces six times how far does it travel vertically?
Well this depends… if it’s in the park it travels more trees and less assholes
If an obnoxious kid dismisses this ball, how am I supposed to care about something he doesn’t care about himself?
But I think I do care
Its only fitting
Like the bottom of a tea cup and the plates that were made to unite with it in coffee cuddles
His mouth is shaped as the sound of a whistle
The message is the messenger
Many manly masculine leaves frenzy feminine a bout de soufflé
A sacred smirker, with an arm muscle the size of the dove in his right hand and a 40oz in his left
Weird pant pockets
His curls are whisps of smoke, disintegrating in the air of broken brokeh
Bloody buddy holly, you are drunk
But a beautiful insomniac that can’t stop snaking and shaking
Maybe its that pipe dream in search of a ripe lean
Fear fantasy
Her cheekbones show most when she’s left speechless
Hiding from whoever, however in fetal position
Wishing she was another man’s woman
One that doesn’t exist
If she were water her waves would crash hard and her ripples would slash cuts in the reflections of those that look into her, even if just on the surface
Even if just for a split second
And she has no space in between her legs
When I look at where her bum meets her thigh I can’t see the other side
Maybe she’s a virgin
Rioting rebellion
Without a damn cause
Except to give people the middle finger
His smoked out hands rest at the indent of her lined shirt
it looks like loose leaf
She looks sad
she was happy once
The kind of happy that wrinkles like to exploit
And he just stares and wonders and shrugs
And her face gets reorganized and pushed and pulled
And now her smile is a monotone malfunction man
Who likes heels and suits and little girls
Desaturation defines her
Up and away into slender smoke she goes
He ships her off to America as a prized posession
Like Lady Liberty
Trash and treasure
A sandy spectacle
The infinitely little men walking across a cracking bridge mirror the infinitely great cloaked crooks watching from the forest
Not good enough to love, she thinks
So her route is the wind
And glances from people whose face remains unseen yet unforgiving
As if people were their shadows
Or their bodies
Or sketches of their bodies lying lifeless on hovering tree stumps
A tire floats by
She thought she could taste her daughters youth in his kiss
A dull enlightenment
He builds castles in the sky on crappy clouds that aren’t really there
And claims he’s happy, the way he is – blind, tortured soul
It always comes back around and down to you, doesn’t it?
Who you seem to be, who you want to be, who your friends are and how flash makes your dangling body look in front of Terry Richardson’s segregating lens
Offering yourself to The Look Now
I still want to punch you in the face when I look at you across the dinner table
Or lovingly bite your smitten cheek
Your belly button is the big black hole enveloping all the starstuff
You can laugh at this, but I’m serious
Feathers grow out of your back
And then suffer from growth stunts because you’re tired and distressed and angry all the time
And frustrated and broke and doing your best
You are doing your best
Are you doing your best?
Well what does that mean when you stare at me with raccoon eyes?
Racking thighs rocking and rolling moon tribes
You and your heartbreaking napkins
Funny freckles, please don’t look at me that way
Please don’t look at me
If she can’t live in the curve of his smile she would rather be a super slut
With the mirage of twin towering over her predecessors
Onlookers need binoculars, proper oculars
a tourist attraction for the finest suit and ties, leather boot lies
until someone knocks her down and she wonders why
as if she wasn’t a vulnerable onlooker the entire time